din siloso as wat i said ytd.

coz shan told mi tat she was called backed last min to work.

ok lor.

no more siloso.

no more shih lin.

hais.

im rotting again.

omg``

hmm.

let mi start from ytd night.

went to band.

reached there 1915.

a few of them nia.

took my instrument den practice on my own lor.

no combine.

juz sectional.

practice till 2115.

mo see asked us to keep liao.

so pack up den go off.

den we went to the coffee shop there sit down and talk.

got mi.

florence.

regina.

alice.

ismail.

soefian.

we all talking abt the band alumni bbq.

which is tml.

thinking of who to call for the bbq and who to call to watch the concert.

and im like being psyco-ed by ismail to go to the bbq.

ok lor.

haa.

tml band prac is at 8am.

OMG!!!

8AM!!!

reallie need morning call man.

lol.

prac till 6pm.

den aft tat go to bbq straight.

this month got quite a number of bbq sia.

heaty``

lol.

hmm.

glad tat u noe tat somthings u are allowed to do when u are young.

too bad.

sad to sae.

im one of ur 'victims'.

till now.

abt 5yrs had past.

hope u wun do it again.

hmm.

yep.

to mi.

i admit tat our relatonship is close recently.

ya tats wat i think lah.

who noes u treat others the rest oso the same way?

god noes.

i had been thinking.

are u reallie the one?

but.

im reallie sorry to sae.

i still haf doubts on u.

i think u cant blame mi.

coz u are the first one who gave the first cut on my heart.

im hurt deeply.

and u had caused mi dunno how many sleepless nights.

and dunno how many litres of tears gone.

now think back.

i think im silly+foolish+stupid to take it seriously.

but no choice.

im not like others who can take relationship lightly.

i cant!

hais.

if u reallie wana be the one.

juz do and prove it tat u are the one.

u may be reading this.

or i noe u will noe this somehow or rather.

=)

sometimes how i wish i can read ppl's mind.

noe wat they thinking.

den i no need to try to read their mind.

made mi think so much.